Sunday, April 5, 2009
I've been feeling a bit lost lately. Not quite sure how to explain it, it is a pretty strange feeling to me seeing as how I normally always know what I want, how to get it and I just go from there. Perhaps a quarter-life crisis? Could be....but I sure hope I figure it out soon. Back home when I felt lost, or wasn't quite sure what to do, I had mentors to talk to about the situation. They would guide me, point out aspects of certain situations that I hadn't noticed and brought up points of view that were new. I miss those mentors. I know I should just try and ignore the uneasiness for now seeing as how I have a million things left to do for the wedding, but I just don't like not knowing where my life is going and not having a decided direction. I'm sure none of this makes sense and just seems like rambling, but I feel like that is exactly what I need. Desahogarme....eso es lo que necesito.